Wednesday, November 29, 2006
today i had a very pleasant surprise :), a surprise i expected, but still, its surprising (yeah please whatever me now.)
when i opened my gate this morning, rushing out cos mr kiddo decides to surprise me by waiting for me to send me to school, i saw a monkey toy, a tweety ballon and a card. omg. yeah i know, my mum got a shock, and we were both shocked i started laughing. i love alfredjr yeay!
these 2 months were great.
torn6:25 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006
it's quite funny how alex and i became so pretty close friends in such a short time. i don't know if he'll agree that we're close, but to me, i've never had a guy friend i was this close to. and its only 6 mths ago i got to know him. this guy stood by me when almost everything came crashing down on me. he was always on my side, he supports my decision, and gives rather constructive advice. and i'm thankful to have him now that everyone seems to be looking away.
anyway, work yesterday was fucked up cos of a bastard who wanted to throw his plastic bag at me cos he thinks i'm picking on him for his outside food. he kept going what's your prob what's your prob, and i was like "my problem is your outside food, so now, WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?!" like hey the 50+ year old mister bastard, fuck you la for ruining my day. complain, i'm not scared cos i look down on you for putting yourself into so much embarrassment just because of the few dollars you think you save by buying outside food in.
but i got the whole set of happyfeet toy already i'm happy yippee! thanks to clement who gave it to me cos he wanted to make me feel better i guess. haha.
anyway, i want a holga/lomo for xmas, its less than a hundred kiddos, so why not get it for me. i'll be your best friend. promise :) hahaha!!
torn4:33 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
it's his first day of camp today, and it's also the first weekend he's not around to text me goodnight since 29o9. loves you boy.
anyway, after school today was spent with sam at vivo. yeay i was looking for what i want for christmas and its a very happy feeling woohoo! haha. and the wishlist below is rather random, so yeah, get me one (or two or three..) of these things and you know santa will grant your wish. haha ok whatever.
1. huge purple carebear
2. fcuk black/white top
3. NUM tinkerbell top
4. NUM long sleeved collared shirt
5. GAP shirt
6. black/red haivanas flips
7. charm necklaces
yeah, so its like that now, you can help by playing santa to these items. yeay love.
oh yes, i find this absolutely cute so i got it for him from the supermarket!
torn5:20 AM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
it's 1plus in the morning, i'm up and still talking to the bf. he's using his webcam to show me his pyjamas, while trying to turn me on. haha.
today we went to watch happy feet. but its quite a disappointment cos it wasn't as nice as i thought it is. but nvm, the company was good and we were happy little kids :)
torn9:15 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
sometimes, i look back on things and realize how much of a screw up i am. i look at the people i've upset/hurt, and i look at the things i have now. and i begin to think, do i really deserve all these? i've got the things that i'm happy with, the people to make me look forward to each day, but what about those that appeared to have been abandoned by me?
don't worry for me, there's nothing wrong between me&him, its just me, being a bit sad for myself sometimes. :)
torn6:28 AM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
donut + train ride + step up + vivo + nachos + ljs + a place called here = LOVE :)
torn5:31 AM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
talking to my colleague actually made me realized i really like cinema snacks. the nachos, salted popcorn, icetea etc. and work started early today so i'm home now bumming my ass away while waiting for alfredo to sms me after work.
i'd say work is fun when all the people there starts gossiping, messing around, bitching about certain annoying managers. and its so annoying when customers ask you to
be reasonable cos its only my breakfast for tmr morning eh come on when you stop their outside food. eh, like you bastard, come on. we're only keeping it for a while, until your movies end you can get your ass to collect it. it's not like movie staffs are all very poor they can't even afford fourleaves bread, you know.
& there are certain customers, which i met yesterday, who made me want to cry and lol at the same time.
me: sir, no outside food allowed please.
sir: hey come on, its not. *opens the ntuc bag.
me: but these its snacks that can be consumed so we'll have to keep it for you.
sir: i said its not. *grabs the bag and runs up the escalator.
ok, so maybe the uncle, for a moment, forgot the fact that he's nearing 50 and its very dangerous to run up the escalator just because of outside food, and the cinema won't bear any responsibility for any injuires caused in the process.
but of cos there are those who are very nice, going all "hi eunice" and smiley when you serve them. these people really make me feel that the smile i try to plaster on my face after a tiring day is completely worth while.
and lastly, look at what boys (like him) do when their gfs go work their ass off for 4dollars an hour:
and do you rmb me doing that days back when i'm waiting for him to end work. hahaha. yeah.
torn5:17 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
hey look what bored kids do when msn screws itself up! haha.
anyway, today was studying with mingyew at the library, ok, more peeping of each other than studying. i don't know why i have to learn mob and know what the managers of work do. and speaking of which, i went to check out the schedule and i'm working at 5 to 1230, which means i can accompany the boy to get his hair cut into some geek style so yippeee to that! :D
on a last note, xmas is coming kiddo. get me this, and i'll be your lover (unofficially. haha)
i want the plus size one please :)
torn6:45 AM
ok, hello, i'm not dead yet. :)
this week's the test week, so its studying studying and more studying. i'm so going to get 5 upon 50 for pacc and guess what, i'm in accountancy. bloody accountacy and i'm getting 10%. haha. laugh now.
so anyway,
other than that i'm blissfully in love with that boy, loving him more&more&more each day :)
today,
chicken dance + nacho cheese + brown shorts + tutu kui + msn nick chat + us and our past + dinner at the hawker + mother&daughter wave + you = lovelovelove.
just a picture before the goodnights :)
torn6:43 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
because you're my most faithful boy,
who waits patiently for me to end work,
in the late hours,
just so that he can send me home safely,
then take a cab all the way back to yewtee,
and blow his money on the fare,
and go home and wish me goodnight,
and tell me all the iloveyous
which makes me smile,
and comes all the way to pick me up at tampines the next morning.
so basically, the past few days were like that. him waiting for me to end work to send me home etc. work's been quite alright, i think i can manage. the people are really nice, going eunice is so cute and everything ok whatever. haha.
its elearning week, and i'm working my ass off, haven't finish studying yet, and getting panicky already. so, wish me goodluck guys.
lastly, i love mister alfred thank you very much.
:)
torn3:57 AM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
so today was a pretty good day :D
we went to east coast park and really really walked from one end to the other,
sweating like bloody god knows what,
"i think you look very sexy when you sweat"
HAHAHAHAHAHA
wtf.
and the frequent mentioning of aileen(for me!) and jeffrey, eve, nigel (for him!)
"why do we have to do this to each other."
haha.
and we finally found a bus stop and made a trip to town to do nothing.
after that, i sent him to work and got a call to go get my interview done.
and i'm starting work tomorrow woohooooooooo!
i'm sharing your burden little boy.
haha.
that's about it.
stay tune, kiddos.
ah what's up with me la.
haha.
torn5:19 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006
say hello to the new kid at the block who's bored she's playing with herself, cos her bf is working to earn money for her. haha.
torn4:55 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
i'm glad that my dear boy understands my request of not going for jovey's bday treat, considering the fact that i don't know jovey well enough, and that i'll be the only girl.
sometimes i may have my unreasonable and selfish request/demand, but you, without a complaint, will accomodate to me,
and give in to my demanding rubbish.
sorry that sometimes i seem to want to stick to my friends,
and that sometimes you feel abit neglected,
but you should know,
that whatever decision i make,
i took you into consideration.
and i'm really happy that you told me i'm always first priority.
thank you, my love.
and right back to you,
although today you irritated me,
and made me want to pinch you,
and abandon you at marina sq.
:D
torn6:12 AM
